Hello, so far, as you guys may know, I am sort of dealing with panic attacks and anxiety so badly, which especially happens in school, home, church, and places like the shopping mall. This Monday, I was feeling super nervous during class just because of a partner project with my sister, since I was a loner, and had no friends to be partners with. I was looking for the closest exit to everything I hated, and everything that made me nervous. Anyways, after school that day, when I came back home, it was super cold, so I ate some food, and slept regardless of whatever happened. It made me feel lighter, and better, but I still was secretly nervous. My sister approached me the following day and asked me if I was alright yesterday at class. I said I was alright, but she found out that I had a panic attack. That night, (on Tuesday) I asked myself: "What if everyone knew I was having a panic attack that day at class?" "Is it noticeable?" I feared, and on Wednesday, the day ended in a blur, and I went to worship God after school, and I felt way better, hopefully God is with me, and he always has anyways. Thursday, which is today, in school I was alright, day by day I was abled to handle my anxiety and panic attacks by myself. Although tomorrow is the day we work on our partner project, I hope I can handle it, and in case anyone bullies or makes fun of me just because I am working on the project with my sister, I am going to stay strong and let nothing get in my way. Maybe tonight I should pray to God to be with me, and help me out whenever I need it. I hope someone out there is also like me. But what was so great is that I found encouragement. Andrea Choice, (A beauty YouTuber) said that she worked with her sister in projects, and even hang out with her in lunch, and many other. If you guys can help me more on what to do, please leave a nice comment on what you think I should do the next time I face a situation with a panic attack or anxiety. Thank you so much for always tuning in, and listening to my tiny forgotten life.
P.S. I also wanted to note that recently, I also changed blog design, to give it a new twist. I really want a Wonder Forest's Envye's Blogger custom design, but I will get it when I get enough money.
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